From subdivision to voxel, from cleanness to dirtiness, from purity to impurity. Here it is the new chapter of formation and composition. While you fight against the reality so hard and still there are only few people can understand what you are doing, you know what art is. In the end you probably still walk lonely in this isolated path and be completely alienated.
However if you're lucky and hard working enough maybe you can see and reach something truly great things one day- I do hope in this way.